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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

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and it's over!

wahahaha! O levels Chinese is finally over.
all the scaryscary feeling is gone! phew x.x
before entering the hall , kokfoo and I were like , 'wah chua leh,chua chua!'
he was sweating as if it was raining LOL.
i was still okay,calming myself down and then felt like sleeping.hahhs.

after 12.15pm,everything felt quiet and relieved.
it's finally done and over with! muahahhaa!
now i can meet my darling already!!!!!!!!
planning to go for training tomorrow :D misssssyoulikehelllahh!
verymuch prepared to be scolded by coach :x gahhhh.
he won medals at SEASA recently,so proud of him as my coach! :DD
damn happy lahs.hehe.

still,there are endless lessons.so boring x.x
class camp on the 19th.im SO not looking forward to it.
3A and 3C are going for sharkfeeding and snorkelling!!!!!
BUT 3E IS GOING FOR TEAMBUILDING AND RAFT BUILDING??
totally,whatthefuck is wrong with the activites?
it's like we are still stucked at secondary one.
soo regretful on signing the consent form.grrrr.

also,im not going for SEA awards ceremony.
never liked formal occasions.
doesnt make much difference,didnt go for the past 2 years anyway :D

iwantchips,marigoldHLchocomilk,pizza,BBQ,buffet.LMAO.
hungrylah x.x bye.

Friday, November 6, 2009

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Changed blogsong.
'I'll Be Fine' By Adrian Fu.
Also one of the songs in HotShot.

On and on the pain goes on And it wouldn't just wouldn't die
我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力
對你的眼神選擇了逃避
恨自己恨自己

On and on the pain lives on It's hurting so much more
就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去
懲罰過後能否帶來解脫
I'll be fine I'll be fine

So many cried listening to God
讓堅強不只是種偽裝
So many lies listening to you
天亮後 I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on and I just don't know how to cope
伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛
最後信念別放棄 I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried listening to you
希望你能再給我力量
So many lies listening to you
什麼時候 I will be fine

當我再也不對任何事期待
只剩下你只剩下你
有天當我捨棄一切見你
請妳要微笑不語

So many cried listening to you
希望你能再給我力量
So many lies listening to you
什麼時候 I will be fine

summary of what i did these few days.
one chinese paper after another,
basketball and slacking.LOL.
also,injured my knee and my hamstring tightened,AGAIN x.x
and nuer,pa update already,stop spamming -.-
bye.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

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(:

finally went for my X-ray.headed to orchard in the morning with rian :D
always fun to hang out with him.hahhs.set out @ 0930
reached orchard mrt station and had a building hunt.LOL.
we went up and down looking for cairnhill xray centre inside paragon.
spent approx 1.5hours and found our target x.x
so there were 2 towers,and we suaysuay went into the wrong one.
approached the info counter then know.hahs.

1.5 hours of searching,5 sec of X-ray-ing -.-
kidding or what? just stand infront of a weird-looking cam and 'piak' , done.
tmd! i was expecting of something more x.x ROFL.
and so,we went for our window shopping.

subaru car challenge was just infront of taka
huge crowds.when we reached there,they havent start yet.
went taka walkwalk.after that

went to ion to walk. coincidentally,{ Prologue } had its opening today.
opening sale,25% off on all books.so tempted x.x
but didnt buy any.didnt bring much money.
it was sooooo crowded.there was live harp performance :D damn nice!
continued shopping for 'windows' until lunchtime.

walked all the way from ion to plazasingapura x.x
very long walk luh.bought some snacks to eat on the way.
saw numerous porsches.LOVE THE WHITE ONES!damn chio&sexy!

passed by the istana.then rian asked,'you know who lives inside istana?'
and i replied,huh,istana leh,ofcourse it will be istana living inside.
and he laughed like crazy x.x then i know our president's living inside.
damn suaku right? guess im the last singaporean to know about this x.x

reached plaza sing.ate pizzahut.
ate finish and wanted the bill.
the bill came.then rian was staring at it hard.
so i snatched it over,he said,'we ate 150bucks of stuff EH?!'
i was like,WAHHHH,WE ATE SHARKFINS IS IT?

then the waiter came and it was found to be a mistake.
HAHAHAS.we laughed like wth.
it turned out that we were only supposed to pay 27.LOL.

afterthat homed :D
backaching and shoulders stiffed up.argh.
that's all then (:

Thursday, October 29, 2009

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'SHINGZ' ROFLMAO !

hahahas.new word from former miss sg world Ris Low.
SHINGZ,which has the same meaning as 'fuck'
so early in the morning the guys were like , 'shingz man!' LMAO.

as expected,tons of worksheets received.
homework,consent forms,blahhh.

boring lessons! thought 1.15pm was the end of suffering,
DANG! 15 more minutes! argh x.x

after school went to the range to slack.
hahhas,had fun laughing at everyone during top8.LOL.

tomorrow,'last day' of school -.-
which is like,so untrue,we still have to go back to school for lessons.
waiting for my report book,see if my ranking dropped til OMG x.x

alright then.buhbye.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

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weee.LOL.

no school for me today.hahhs.
didnt wakeup in time.coz i didnt hear my phone's alarm ring o.o
only know that i wokeup @8am with a red nose
sneezing and sneezing.
maybe it's because i was too caught up by the flu bah.

did some revision on my own.
missed the bridging lessons.im sure there will be lots to catch up x.x

cooked mee to eat.not very nutritious larh.just to kill my hunger pangs.
opened the kitchen windows.then locked up in my room.
watching roseate-love.

didnt know it was raining.
after some time,reached the kitchen,
which was then flooded with water.LOL.

ate medi.and i feel drowsy.
i dontwant to sleep again sial x.x like pig like that.
bye luh.

自认自己是强者
但是遇到挫折，你只会逃避，不敢面对
那你强屁啦！

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

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a hard to change habit.

overslept severely today.
didnt go for camp meeting.opps x.x
promised people already.then i didnt go.shit.
i can know that someone will be angry lahh :x sorryloh.

my phone isnt working well.cant do anything with it.
it's like it has its own mood.restarting at random -.-
spoiler leh.

是你那可爱的性格，淡化了我的愁眉哭脸
把我改变成另一个人
让我知道什么叫快乐的生活
让我能找到每天要开心的理由
现在这个因你而改变的人
知道要怎么做才能再开心起来了（：

i dontknow what will happen,if i really do it
but i know i'll be stucked forever,if i dont
well,here goes (:

Monday, October 26, 2009

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x.x

pow-wow~ it's 11.41pm at this very moment.
camp meeting tomorrow@9am.jesus,hope i can wake up LOL.
drama frenzy these few days.one after another.
everyday around 10 hours of drama :x

just watched momo love.a very cute&sweet show.hahhhs.
great show for couples (: it's hilarious also.heehe.

how i wish there isnt anything on tomorrow.
i just feel like sleeping my day off.
even if sitting down there,staring into space,thinking about nothing,
is fine with me.rather than coming up with thoughts that
are more time-wasting than thinking about nothing.LMAO.
dont get it? nevermind.i get it.LOL.

overexerted my shoulder muscles.
aching every now and then.stupid leh -.-
i know i'm not going to have a good sleep already x.x

okaylah.nights lappy (: &everyoneelse.

被自己喜欢的人讨厌。。是说不清的痛
我的痛。。你永远不会懂，
也弥补不了。

不时被勾起的回忆，发现原来那伤口还在
我不懂。。为什么已经下定决心要忘记你，
每次看见你会把你当陌生人，空气，
所有有关你的是一概不理，
心。。都很酸，
很痛。

心情，也就没好过。我完了？

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what's lacking?

the day was quick,ended with the finalisation of results.
and so,for the first time,i have 2 red marks on my slip.grrr.
so ugly x.x damn it to hell.

i found that i have lost my foundations for shooting o.o
3 months not lifting my dear and i have forgotten how heavy she is x.x
shitshitshit.goshh.how i wish i can start my training!
forgetting something so dear to me.this feeling is so scary!
and damn,i miss my babe so mucchhh x.x

CCA points was,erhm,how should i put it? quite fine?
28 points :D A1 already.but i want a 35 LOL.
dont think i can hit that mark.
anyway,i'm jubilant already :D

all the camps and stuffs will have to wait after my Os.
now,my mind has to focus! this is O level Chinese!
intensive next week,yessss.confident that it will help me be ready :D

wonder why my backache comes back x.x
miss me too much eh? ROFL.
i cant do simple waist bending -.- that's the severity.

nothing else to type.
bye.
no,idon't.shutup!idon't!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

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countless water droplets

yesterday had a 4 hour meeting.
ended up in the library.70% done with it.
wanted to finish everything once and for all.
but then there was a pig who wanna sleep(JOEY),
the other 2 were tired(pearlyn,sean).so off we went home.

hope things go according to plan :D
it's raining.coooolingg (:
pa's still thinking whether or not to go to ahma's house.LOL.
actually can go before the rain,but i was still sleeping.hehe.
then when i woke up,it rained.ROFL.
it's fate.we cant oppose.hahhs.

nothing in mind to post.bye.

Friday, October 23, 2009

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that's my resolve!

road isnt gonna be easy.
be reckless,and you're going down the ocean.

results were 'excellent'.
compared to my past,way off-course already.
contemplating hard whether or not to drop or collapse certain subjects.
pure chemistry cannot be dropped,but it is the only one that i wanted to -.-
of the 3 sciences,the only troublesome one will be pure chemistry.
cant drop it,can only collapse into combined science.
like hell i will.HEH!
and so i chose not to drop any subject.

i cannot do well huh?
let's see if my competency stops there.
i dont believe that hard work doesnt pay off.
everyday,i will study a few chapters.do a few practices.
never did i ever had such firm resolve which i only have in shooting.
positive + hardwork give result.and that result will never be the same again.

tomorrow will be rather slack.
meeting at lot1 for shooting camp stuffs.
gonna buy books to do then.

i shall prove that i dont need my co-curriculum to get into JC.
i can do it with my own academic results!
these are what joey reminded me of the things i said to mrpoon.ROFL!
finefine.i admit i said these kay?x.x

alright.some amath now.ciao (:

Thursday, October 22, 2009

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i just wanna sleep.

last night was brutal.
slept at 11pm,was woken up abruptly by noise at 1.30am.
parents quarrelling.argh -.-

as always.pa was the one.
couldnt take his nonsense,went to their room and joined in.LOL.
i just dont understand,even his son knows how things work,
why cant he GROW UP and be more reasonable?
helped ma all the way.i spoke my mind,using the most basic common sense-.-
and pa was just isolated in his own box,unable to accept others' opinions.

i am sensible already.able to think things thoroughly.
but now,i realise that everything he taught me,wasnt reflected on him at all.
he said to respect,i dont see any respect he has for ma.
ofcourse,i can just learn from him,du lan him,be of no respect for him.
but that will only show how retarded and immature his grown up son is.

i will stand at an outsider's point of view,as an adult with common sense.
and talk to him until he is able to understand basic sense which even his son knows.
making everyone in the house suffer,i wont tolerate this nonsense lah hor.
things that can be solved with a snap on the fingers become complicated sudoku in his hands.
total rubbish.

and so i spent my precious sleeptime talking to him for an hour.
it turned out still fine.i will show him that his son,a teenager,has a matured brain.
and no longer shall he be the king anymore.the best should be for the family.
and i will help my ma takecare of the family.
even if he wants a divorce,i know ma is the best!

if he ever dare resort to violence,i will,definitely,regard him as my pa no more.
it will become only be me and him(and the police).that's for the worst.

the loss of sleep made me lethargic for the whole fucking day.
damn it to hell.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

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there's school tmr :X
yes,school tmr.awww.
enjoying the everyday do what i want mood neh x.x
need to go back there and take results.
what's the point? i already knew my results.LOL.

left with 17 episodes of inu :D im fast!
also,worked out today.why pushups with fists?dammit.
try it dude,3 sets of 20.instructed by my training scheme,
i bet your knuckles will hurt like shit-.-
awesome loh.my knuckles now swell up already -.-
damn it to hell~

stupid ulcers.i cant eat whatever i crave for x.x

there's no need to pack bag.just the last chapter of history notes.
history lesson after school tomorrow.mslin is 'awesome'-.-
china trip is confirmed! AND im SO GOING for IT! :D
continuation of shooting camp discussion,ohsure,hope it ends soon.
heard that chalet for the class was booked already,woots! :D
class overseas trip form,havent sign it.lala.

4 trips :D awesome-ness.sayonara.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

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time :D

dont think that im gonna finish inuyasha soon.
still have like 32 more episodes to go.
hohoho.ofcourse,enjoyed it alot :D

i need to make a time out for my X-ray.
if not the nurse will flood my inbox again x.x
maybe some saturday (:

also need to meet senior to go on a snowleopard hunt.LMAO.
he's a pro in mac and kindhearted guy to help me :D
learning all the mac things from him sometime sooner.

okayy.time for dinner.

slowlyslowlyforgettingaboutyou:D

Monday, October 19, 2009

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funny :D

went for a movie with licheng and evan.
got lost in jurongpoint for a number of times -.-
no matter how many times i go,i will still walk the wrong way.LOL.

watched Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs.
what an awesome comedy :D
damn funny luh.totally made my day.hahahhs.
'My eyes are on you!' quoted from the security guard.
hilarious! :D

after that,went home.1st thing I did upon reaching home
was to watch 下一站，幸福 ( Autumn's Concerto ) !
couldnt wait to continue watching it :D
damn nice,like what joey said.hahs.

and so! 2 more days of holiday before schooling.
shall spend them meaningfully by playing.HAHAHHAS.
ciao lah :D

inuyasha!~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

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hoho.

usual sleeping late and waking up late.
wakeup liao watch drama or anime.
hahahhs.it rhythms :D ROFL.

trying to finish the 167 episodes of inuyasha asap!
cause Inuyasha : The Final Act is out!
need to finish the previous series to continue.
gahhh.still a 61 episodes to go.
3 days to finish them? x.x

i doubt so.heh.okay.ciao then :D

eh.imy.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

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T.T ouh.

wokeup early for basketball today.
segar was packed.couldnt play there.
went over to fajar court.empty one :D
started playing then.damn shiok lah.
played for hours.until my toe got blister T.T

very pain lahs.just now was watching drama halfway,
then accidentally go touch the wound.i was like 'OUHH!'

was thinking of playing again next week.
now i guess it will be a while til i can touch basketball again.
and oh,my beloved babe.forgot about her x.x
dont think i will touch her until Os is over.
gawwd.it will take some time for me to get back to standard.

alright then.time to sleep.very lethargic now.ciao.

icecream.yummmmmmm :D

Friday, October 16, 2009

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imba!

this is totally awesome now :D
sleep at the time i like,wakeup at the time i desire.
do whatever i want to.havent been like that since weeks ago.

so slept at 2am.just wokeup (: it's 12.47pm now.
today's camping at home.tomorrow start going out.
basketball in the morning ,meet up senior in the afternon.
gonna get my mac snowleopard-ed and windowvista-ed :D

time for drama.ciao (:

freedom feels so good ^^

Thursday, October 15, 2009

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IT'S OVER :D

last 3 papers today and the exams are over!
felt so light right after the collection of the last paper.
woootss!no more exam stress :D
heckcare about Os first.heehee.

after paper went to yz's house with the guys.
lots of people were there already.
so it was like,packed inside his room.
all staring at the computer,dota LOL.

shiokkkkk was all i can say.wahahahhaa.
time to break free of all limits on myself :D
i'm sooooo not going to sch tmr.tho there's shooting.
BUT! , B-U-T, NO!tmr is sleeping day :DD

get all the sleep that was lost will be the main priority.
sat will be basketball with the guys.blahblahblah.
time for drama/anime/whatever.CIAOOOOOO.:DDD

i want window vista installed on me mac :D

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

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awwww x.x

home-d from mac.had a 5 hours study session x.x
mygaawwwddd.soo tiredddd.argggh.

still have to cover some details for tmr's chem paper.
dammitttttt. i want to sleeeppppp.
2 hours and 45 minutes of chem tmr.gosh.

after 2.15 tmr will be FREEDOM.
tho there's still an 'O' chinese paper -.-
but a break is definitely well-deserved! HEEE :D

lots and lots of plans for post exams!
go sporty,go crazy,be spendthrift!:DD

for now,i just hope to sleep for 24 hours x.x
but cannottt! forget it.grumblegrumble but still need to do it.-.-
shit.ciao lah.

if i dont pass my chem....
i am going mad,alright.errfff chem.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

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phew :D

bio paper was awesome
paper 1 was easy :D paper 2 was quite okay.
overall = confident!
did it without stress.

emath emath emath!
omg~ im dead.haven start!
haven lunch!waiting for my food -.-
left with 9 hours to study everything.ohgr8 x.x

ciao lah.

manymany,something.