todae veri veri verii luan+messy+unreasonable+don noe why.alot stuff hapen.in mrning walked to sch wif her.sent her for netbal,thn she sent me for shooting.haha.aft tt getting rdy e pistols n stuff,we set off to CDANS(HOMETEAMNS}went thr wif a rather hapi mood.got her morale jiayou mah HAHA.thn v soon,my detail started.for sighters,they were quite okae.in the range of 9s n 10s.shot my 1st series,not bad,abit unstabilised.in the middle while i was shooting my 2nd series,the feel of the trigger being too 'heavy' was thr once agn!every competition i will hav this sort of 'phobia' tt i might snap e pistol.my shots went dwn.xperienced jumps.din have it in e past.mayb coz i was panicking.bt i noe i wasn't.im so relaxed tt i couldn't hold my pistol firmly.all e way until e 4th series,i decided to do trial practice on trigger squeezing.gotten lots of 10s!FCUK LAR WHY DIN I DO IT EARLIER!aft tt,was getting tired oreadi.for e last shot of e 5th series,i gotten a 7.an obviously 7.controlled my temper.told myself to jus focus on the last 10 shots n don tink abt it anymre.n thn,goten 2 mre 7s in my last series.went to hav a rest.was feeling abit down.thn aft tinking tt i had did badly,i had let my frens n those who supported me down,it got worse.mstham,renytta n siti saw me not toking to them whn they call me,knew i was in a bad mood.i went outside.drank a bottle of lemon at 1 go.sebas was thr too,comforting me.he knew smth was wrong.he went away,let me cool dwn on my own.thn i was facing e window thinking abt my performance.started to feel lyk crying.my eyes went watery,literally.went bck in.sat at 1 corner.listening to music.trying to stop thinking abt it.sh chatted wif me to relieve my stress.bt still,i tot of draggin e whole team down,i was v sad.i cnt bear wif it.i poured out.aft tt e tension was gone n i was high suddenly.weird -.- LOL.thn went for bowling.so fun.got quite a few strikes n spares.10 ppl were playing,so 5 ppl each lanes.power ar!we plae criss-cross.so fun.haha.was lauhging n laughing.aft tt rmbed bt getting bck e results.wanted to go dwn n ixac came up saying bon got 8th,he got 3rd n i got 1st!i couldn't believe it at all!went dwn to hav a look of e results.i gotten 553!i tot i was gng to get 520 or 530 oni!so shock tio,so surprising,n jus so cnt believe it.the 2nd was Donimic from hwa chong institution,he gotten 552!HOHOHO WON HIM BY ONE POINT!AISEH.ixac shot 546 n bon shot 524 if im not wrong.WEST SPRING BOYS TEAM GOTTEN CHAMPION!WOOOOTS!bt for individual event,thr will still b a final.which is on next sundae.woah sian siah thinking abt it.coz i SUCK IN SHOOTING FINALS!!!!bt hope will b beta n continue holding on to e champion placing,coz getting morale support from her.hehe.nxt week got to train on shooting finals,which is a total nervous feeling.the gals came.gav us attitude.noe smth happened.don wan to mention abt it.so we tried to mak thm hapi agn.aft tt they realli hapi liao.aft they shot,attitude us agn.shot finish,went off lyk tt.don care bout e pistols n result.god dam PISSED!evry1 was pissed.unclezul n ixac too.gng tok to thm either tmr or mondae.mood spoilt coz of this.hais.okae.tts a long post liao.



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