todayyyyyyy was....*sigh* really wasted.i really wanted very much to train.my mind was right,but my health wasn't!im until now, down with flu and cough.i wasted my time,really.all because im sick.why am i sick?why now?when im in NYT!!! coach forced me to break off training when she saw me dying to maintain with cough and flu.i was then again forced to take 2 days of break.i am sooo not satisfied!i want to train!what did i do wrong?!why flu and cough????why me??

a meeting was held after training.about Australia Youth Olympic Festival '09.i am selected for it.that cheered me up alittle bit(: will be going to Sydney!!! WOOTS! 12 to 18 Jan.hehehe.great timing.it is after the China training camp in mid dec which is from 17th to 30th.hope intensive training can raise my level to compete better in international games.for this AYOF,singapore is only sending 2 sports over== fencing,COOOOOOLLL :DD and SHOOTING OF COURSE! :D cant wait to go for it xD

okay so for now there are 2 overseas trips,not for playplay but serious business! x.x shall rest well these 2 days.MUST RECOVER!coach has high hopes on me!cant let anyone down!;D

dont joke on me this period of time..
im really serious and ready to charge ahead.(: