time passes so quickly,
or shld i sae,eventually.
in past 2 weeks,2 competitions came by,
I didnt catch them well,n they slipped by.

now tt evrything's over,it seems tt it didnt happen,ever.
it's simply boring to have nth to put forth,or rather,probed.
even if thr is something,e key to the door has been kept away from me.
i'm no difference wif a wandering soul.
seeking forgiveness of e owner of the door.

i wonder when will it be feasible,
for it looks so impossible.
it's getting so vague,
tt it seems almost fake.


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