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Thursday, October 22, 2009
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i just wanna sleep.
last night was brutal. slept at 11pm,was woken up abruptly by noise at 1.30am. parents quarrelling.argh -.-
as always.pa was the one. couldnt take his nonsense,went to their room and joined in.LOL. i just dont understand,even his son knows how things work, why cant he GROW UP and be more reasonable? helped ma all the way.i spoke my mind,using the most basic common sense-.- and pa was just isolated in his own box,unable to accept others' opinions.
i am sensible already.able to think things thoroughly. but now,i realise that everything he taught me,wasnt reflected on him at all. he said to respect,i dont see any respect he has for ma. ofcourse,i can just learn from him,du lan him,be of no respect for him. but that will only show how retarded and immature his grown up son is.
i will stand at an outsider's point of view,as an adult with common sense. and talk to him until he is able to understand basic sense which even his son knows. making everyone in the house suffer,i wont tolerate this nonsense lah hor. things that can be solved with a snap on the fingers become complicated sudoku in his hands. total rubbish.
and so i spent my precious sleeptime talking to him for an hour. it turned out still fine.i will show him that his son,a teenager,has a matured brain. and no longer shall he be the king anymore.the best should be for the family. and i will help my ma takecare of the family. even if he wants a divorce,i know ma is the best!
if he ever dare resort to violence,i will,definitely,regard him as my pa no more. it will become only be me and him(and the police).that's for the worst.
the loss of sleep made me lethargic for the whole fucking day. damn it to hell.
